cut it nice n short
awwwwwwwwww todae cant sms u
so sad
i going miss u damn much
slack at home nth to do
!!!!!!!

last dae of my flyer ticket
hais sad....
i going cut hair tml

9:47 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

early morning jiu sms wo le
lols
ask mi wanna go clementi
huh?!?!?!
nah so far
wondering wanna meet emma a not
i m not angry
BUT VERI ANGRY
LOLS

hais i noe i soft hearted
so meet her lo
den go up her hse
bug her sis to come along wif us
haha they watchin how to TRAIN UR DRAGON????
ehh i still considering lehhh

finally get OUT of hse le
sian dao is
emma topic is all abt BF
i nv say u cant have tis topic
but every sentence she say
thr will alway b
"DAVID"
aWWWWWWWAaaaWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWwww

reach downtown le
gt my pay
have lunch at kfc
den text my FH*
LOLS
wan mi say sth SWEET
he oso nv wad

going to watch movie
still text him
u noe wad
kid nd to b TRAIN!!!!!!
y cant their KID sit properly!!!!
HUH???!?!?!?!?
they tink their FATHER CINEMA!!!
WTF LA
den TALK LOUDLY
Cb

finish le
it better den alice in the wonderland
go tam take cash
i told u b4 5 closed
awww stomach pain

oh yah i buy my sis a dozen of donut
YUMMY
haha den cant finish
keep it tml
i guess
i cant wait till friday!!!!

nite

9:46 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

OMG 6 am lehh
hu sms mi
Awwwwwwwwwwwww
he* sms mi
eh i hsven wake up
ai yo i reply him lorhh
eh wan mi call him laogong !!
thick skin...
he say he will guai guai listen to mi
LOLS onli fight!!!
HUH?!?!?! stiil fight

todae joann come to find mi
LOLS
so happi
i went to meet estelle
haha i dunno when will get to c her again
she make sushi 4 mi
so nice off her
YUMMY

gtg le
mummi get mi hor fun
AIYO
Full SIO
den mummi take nap
while i play psp
JOANN CAME
wif youlin
haha i miss them!!!!
HUANG PENG OSO COME
AWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
so sweet of them
i so TOUCH

hmm den we watch show
hais sian lei
den play chess
haha i like getting better each day

den mummi ask mi go out wif them
so go 201 get some stuff
while they have their dinner
OMG
raining
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
I M ALL WET!!!
den we saw cai xia!!!
i miss her too!!!
den she call fei yan down

time to go home
5 ppl pei wo
JOANN
YOULIN
HUANG PENG
CAI XIA
FEI YAN

i wan tell u guy
I LOVE YOU!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAH
at nite mi n joann have a chat
erm it between us ...
LOLS

he* still haven sms mi
till mid nite
i slp le
nite

10:00 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

i still blogging abt ytd
i gt so many ting to say
dad say i nd get some slp


i noe i haven been slping well
i noe i having nite mare
i noe sth is going wrong
but thr is nth i can do

i woke up
8 am
i noe is still early
he wun have wake up so early
so i wait

i still waiting u noe
i m still waiting
guess wad
i wait till 3 plus
why cant he just reply my msg???

i guess i have been play out again
he was as scary as i tot
i was rite
sth is wrong
either the gal he like came back 4 him
or he tink i too ugly 4 him
onli tis 2 reason

yes i m
even how much i cried
does he noe

i tink i shld tink more abt hostel stuff
i going next week
i guess i realli have nth to add on
too hurt to say ath

den he text mi
he just wake up
huh ????
online liao den wake up ???
how u going to EXPLAIN
den he say cousin use com
yy i keep tink so much


den chat wif mi in msn
haha in the coffin
ask mi y i tink so much
he will die
ehh i worri leh

u told mi u going to fight
Grrrrr
den he say he NOT SMALL BOI
nv even say thx u still say like that
LOLS
den he say sorri
haais yah suppose meet today
so nice of him
he say ps

LOLs
den he going have his dinner
while i watch show
den he sms mi
ytd fight lorhh
gt a few cut...
c la i told u
Grrrrrrrrrrrrr.
LOLS

tht pei him talk on phone
hais i dun wan to go sia
but no choice
den he talk abt marriage
u noe ever since i stay at home watch to much show
all veri drama...
HAIS...
i wun run away
but i plan to get marred 2 yr ltr

he going slp le
mi too ...
nites !!!!

3:22 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

awwwwwwwwwwwwwww
i have been waiting 4 ur call u noe
i every moment stare at hp
waiting 4 u sms mi
i was wondering is it sick n tired of mi???
or he too tired to call mi or sms mi
my heart is full of worries
i dunno y i have tis kind of feel
i long time dun have tis kind of feeling
like scared sth goes wrong
my 6 sense is the one tht telling mi ting is bad a not

haiya dun tink so much
Joann going to find mi todae
i guess i will cher up a bit
i hope so

i staring at the ceiling
wonderin is he ok a not
it seem tht i feel sth empty in my heart
have i fallen 4 him...
tis is not the matter...
the matter is
if i fallen 4 him
n he just joke wif mi
OMG how i feel sia
?!?!?!?!?!

OMG finally he sms mi
11 am plus
his hp lost
yeahh i did tink abt tht too
i ask him how he lost
he say no idea

joann call mi
ask mi meet
ok i go 201 ba....
alr 1 plus
he seem to b busy
so i guess i better dun disturb him
but i have a bad feelin that sth is wrong
nvm i dun wan to wild guess

go 201
youlin came wif us too
thay have their lunch at 201 thr
den youlin wei le wo nv go work
so touch
den go orchard watch movie
go watch at shaw thr
Finally he sms mi
i SO HAPPY
but he sound cold toward mi
u noe y i feel tis way
his sms is alway as sweet as honey
but todae is simple n short
hais
he say i tink too much

den go buy ticket
ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND
den go mac cafe
gt a choco muffin
OMG so hard to eat
den we go watch at 4 .30
still no sms

finally finish le
6 .30
den we go eat pastamania
i keep looking in my phone
den they say go paris ris
ok lorhh

i sms him
i was sorri tht he gt event
n i 4 get
tht y keep text him
i just goot bad feeling
he say it ok
i told him he nv sms mi i feel horrible
he say i tin too much
may b
i going to have so fresh air at the park

reach liao
den they wan to go in a dark path
i scared lehhh
hais
we reach the sea side
n sat down
they chat so happi while my mind is him
i ask joann
if a guy treat u nice when u r sad
will u fall 4 him
she was lik yah

yes i admit i fallen 4 him
but wat i scared the most is
he laugh at mi saying everyting was a jk
how i feel
ppl have done this to mi
not 1 or 2
is many many ppl

i dun wan my friend to c mi sad
so i went to dig some holes in the sand n bury youlin slipper
i actin like small kid
but i wish i can CRY LOUD LOUD!!!!
BOI CAN U TELL MI WAT TO DO

it time to go home le
too bus home
i wonder have he found his cousin at club
he going to fight todae
n i m WORRIED

reach home
have a bath
den i call him
but he nv pick
i sms him
he say he slping
i was like HUH?!?!?!?!
we suppose to chat
arent we????
nvm let him slp ba
while i feel sad alone

i wish i can cry
i dunno we meeting a not
or his gal have come back to him
or i too UGLY
YVONNE
i guess u can bang ur head ba

i gt so many ting to tell YOU*
i m going b CRAZY over YOU*

12:18 AM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

wah i tell u every day my post will b 1 dae late sia...




awwwww i was so sad i cried
n my dumb dumb sister just stare at mi

u say sorri doesnt mean i 4 give u completely horhh
u shock dao wo
so 4give u 1/4 nia


every time i tink abt 25 i sad sia
nvm
early morning he sms mi ask mi still angry
i not angry
i SHOCK
he gt biten by SPIDER
lols better rest more

i todae going check up
sososo damn far la
den when wif my mummi
ehh she was the one hu started tell mi he & my dad dating
den ask mi dun ask so much

Finally reach liao
ehhh scary
i scared la
den when go in
the nurse take blood pressure
den ask mi rest on the bed

suddenly the doctor came in from no whr
den he check my body
ask my mum come to watch...
can c the bones
my mum cant c any....
den going off liao
NO PHOTO SIA
siannn


i told him tis
i m....
140 cm tall
90kg

hair style = centre parting & short

face:
Eyes= tiny & small *like 1 line nia*
Ears= tiny & small
Lips = thick
Eyebrow=thick
n gt a lot moles on my face

he say he dun mind lehhh
i like MONSTER mehh
LOLS

den i going to wear
HOT PINK de hair band wif a big red rose
purple top wif brown jacket
yellow jean & green shoes...
LOLS

wahhhhahahahahah
i laugh so hard
till stomach so pain
den going have dinner
my mum say go ps
ask mi eat CARL JUNIOR!!!!
dun wan
that fcukin john is thr lor
dun wan c his fcuking face

den we go MOS BURGER
ehh i nv go thr eat b4
bu ti tell u
the burger is damn SMALL
wahhh i rather eat mac lorHHHHH

den we took mrt home
wahhh so many ppl
i ask my mum u tink will ppl give up seat 4 mi a not
she say i SIAO
n laugh at mi
den i stand in front of the reserve seat
tht guy slping
i nv ask him to stand
but i joke wif my mum
tht guy woke up
den he ask mi sit sia
i so shock
of cuz la
he not Singaporean ma

den go home
sian nth to do
have campbell soup 4 dinner
YUMMY

den i go back room
he call mi
wahhh
his skin thicker den elephant
LOLS
he sat going clubbing
say i jealous
ehh i dun mind lorhh
u oso not my bf
even u r
i stop u going
u will still go de ma
LOLS
late liao
he going to slp
reat well
lot of love !!!!!


today
26 march

i wake up
chris sms wo
say i hate him
i nv ma
aiyo i slping lehhh

den i wake up jiu blog
i start to get piss off
i dun realli like ppl keep complaining
i so piss off
i noe it not my problem
but still angry


dump ur friend over r/s stuff
tis kind of friend i HATE the most
den when sth happen
they will come to u n tell u
so fan

9 more dae lehh
hais how i wish i could extend time
aggghhhhhh at hm nth to do
Dying sia

den i went so hungry n have my lunch at 2 plus
den read my book
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww so sweet la
the girl just a plain normal girl
but she gt kind heart
everyone in sch tink she weird
onli a guy hu his child hood friend dun
the guy end up loving her
but instead the girl feel happi
she broke down into tears
the girl is dying
b4 she die the guy marry her

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww so sweet la
they both onli 17

den have my dinner
5 plus
my mum say y m i so hungry
i dunno y,,,,



huh i watch 7 pm show
den 8pm
i wish to c his sms
but i wait till 9
huh still dun have
den i when to have my supper
i so hungry

but i still dun have his call n sms
i guess i go slp will b better
but i was wrong

i keep waking up
i cant slp
i m WORRI
hais i m still

9:39 AM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

i didnt gt to post abt tue
but i will say it now den
stay at home rotting is NOT A FUN THING
i miss my work
but thr is nth i can do

breakfast i gt instant noodles
damn hungry
fei yan coming to my hse
i gt visitor =)
gt my mum home

so i wait 4 fei yan
AAggghhh cai xia cant make it
yah fei yan brought mi FRIED RICE
a bit wet
but i still can take it
LOLS
we have board games n she gtg

den have hong chao 4 dinner
YUMMY
den do my stitching
den my dad suddenly ask mi abt the marriage
i was HUH
i was jk
i dun even noe him well
my dad was like why so many ppl noe abt it ???

i goes like tht


cool down
haha lols
hmmmm going to slp liao



todae joann suppose to meet mi
NAH she didnt
so sad
morning have instant noodles
LOLS den mummi came home
den go simei
we have niwa 4 lunch
=)

come home so damn full...
wahahaha

dinner horhh
gt hor fan & hokkien mee
nice

hais my family quqrrel again
i realli dunno wad my mei tinkin
her path now is the same as wad i use to move
but the one hu scold her is not dad
is my mum
Aaaggggghhhhh...

i chating wif chris
he seem happi
cuz i m happi
yahh

5:51 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

ahhh yah 4 get to post abt ytd tooo

oh yah morning keep stitchin
den samuel call mi
ask mi wann meet a not
i ok de

den i wait till 5
den u noe wad he say ???
i 7 gtg lehhh
ehh funny ar????
hmmm den dunno whr to go ...
he drive to my hse sia

den he say wanna go his old hse thr
at tam 800 plus
not his skill bad
but he bring mi ard
i cant take it more

den he say go home ba
nb come my hse
pretend like his hse like that
slp on my bed
he SO HUGE
LOLS
come on i going to go eat dinner

he ask mi
wad r we???
FRIENDS???ehh i dun realli noe
i dun wan to get fan abt it ...
hais...

i gtg 201 liao
LOLS
he drive mi thr...

haha den we go eat * rephrase - is i eat nia*
eat hor fan
den we talk abt that dae they go clubbing
sad i didnt get to go
hais i now stay at home be DADDY PRINCESS ba
den she say go mac thr wait 4 youlin

LOLS
den he come out jk here n thr la
break so so so long lehh...
he not ps de lehh
LOLS
den lyn come out
she say look normal
haha i show u
haha den talk half way
penny come
Joann ask mi to hide
i was abt to
but TOO LATE
i sit nv move

gtg go home liao
n i talk to chris
sometime i talk to him i will vomit BLOOD
hais yah 4 get it !!!


todae 22 liao

guess wad ..
i having lunch wif ANDREA
LOLS
i tot she bomb mi
grrrrrrrrr can buy ma
ROFL...

we eat at niwa
talk till so happi
i told her i m prepare 4 her to suan mi
she say i advice u horhhh not suan
we at niwa since 1 till 3 plus
i guess tht person work will buai ta han

going home
hope to have a chance to eat again
LOLs
i went home
chat wif jasmine
i m fine =)

at home quarrel wif my mum
hais
GRRRRRRRrr y i keep blow my anger at her
anyway
it was beef day 4 mi
i had beef 4 lunch
now dinner

do my stitching
den watch movie on tv wif my sis n dad
they keep bully mi la!!!!!!
finish they all run to the room slp
den i have to off light n all those stuff

8:51 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

ahh yah i 4 get to post abt ytd
actually nth much
i wake up n listen music
slack ,blog n play game
i rotting at home

wait 4 alvin too call
but in the end i call
he n his friend came to meet mi
so we went to mac have lunch

den we go tam mall
rain uh!!!!
all the way to tam
when is the last time i have mac
LOLS
den we go walk walk

his friend looking 4 shade
hmmm BLUES ba
den alvin talk to mi
have i wei my future plan well...
i noe i cant do much
i can onli give it away
sad sia
why why why hais

den go alvin hse
nb they dun let mi play majong
den tai ti lo
his friend sent mi home
an wei wo
give away better la
okies
smile
tml will b a better dae..

=)

ok let talk abt todae
lols
boring ma
=)


ohh yahh samuel call mi
wanna meet mi todae
nv turn up
ask mi wan go whr
4 get it

9:51 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

hmmm at 2 am
chat wif emma
omg
i tink i going to have love sick

NONONONONONONONO

YVONNE listen
u cant like him

wake up at 10am
sian gt nth to do lehh
hmm mummi going out 4 breakfast
nb i alone SIAN

finally she come home liao
carrot cake 4 breakfast
go have a good nap first..
wake up liao i wash the bathroom
good gal rite??

hmm parent went out 4 dinner
awwwwwwwwwww...
i m all alone
make dinner 4 myself
egg ,saug n bread
cool rite???

online
hey shawn lehh
chat in msn
den talk
we like yrs nv seen each other liao
LOLS
still wann lie he is single
ahahahaha

chat for 2hr
i so tired
try to meet up for dinner
lols

sian nth to do again
den go rest a while
my parent come home le!!!
yahhhhhhhhhh....
den i use lappy again


Finally get to chat wif philson
LOLS
he so damn shock
hmm wat to do
no point feel
sad 4 mi
i still move on my life rite
not all my guy friend realli give care 4 mi
the just mia from my world

lappy no battery le
den chat wif alvin LOLS
he still make lame jk
but at least i feel better
haha gan daddy sia
hmmm tml go have breakfast
OMG is 12 am liao
i tot 10 or 11pm nia

yahh ppl hu wan to meet mi muz b fast
3 april is the last dae
ok?????

6:43 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

todae going slp early soon
post it fast n nice

todae mi & mummi going to visit the hostel
hmmm it nice
onli gt 6 ppl
so wont feel bad
but i have make my decision yet

they say
yvonne u muz tink abt ur future
ok ???
u still have long long way to go
i feel like
HAIS cry
but thr is nth i can do

YOU*

keep say u gt the ability to look aft mi
ehh how i going to trust u sia
i not say i dun trust u
but marriage is a BIG BIG MATTER
i m onli 19
n u 22
i noe u dun mind a lot of things
i do mind
i dun wan my marriage is doing 4 the sake of sth

after all
it my choice
rite???
he wun force mi
but hoping i tink carefully


i going hostel stay

OMG

4 april lehhh
how

i dun wish to go in so early
i want to stay till my dad birthdae over
but do i have the choice??

hais
took mrt hm
ehhh kovan sia
i suddenly tink of leslie
hope i dun c him thr


den went to plaza sing
i saw Johnathan
tht cb kid
i wish i didnt noe him at first
hate that place

mummi wan to eat the most famous
so we went in
ICE MONSTER
she say she have been lookin 4 the place
LOLS i clever
eat the most famous mango blend
nice sio.
den mummi say go carefourr

mi jiu keep sms
he* say he gt appointment...
hong zhar bor ar ???
lOLS
oo gt cut on his body den go check up

AH BENG SIA

not like mi GUAI KIA
LOLS i guai kia den i wwun have tis ting happen le
HAIS !!!!!!

mummi say i walk like ah ma
ehh i head pain lehh
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..
finally can go home
mummi say go estpoint buy tink
den my swing came
I HEAD PAIN LEHHH

wahh she walk so fast den i m all the way behind
alone sick
reach home liao
my dad is home
have a shower den slp
but my mum talk abt hostel

AWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...
my dad call mi
say i have to bear wif it
i have no choice
hope i come out b better person
hope so

as 4 that ming hong
my dad just ask mi tell him
Hope u family will b bless
ur first kid...
i believe in retribution

nb i wait till 8 den he* call mi
wahh he* veri THICK SKIN LEHHHHHHHH
the way he talk
sound like 1 of my friend
sian he tml going oversea
ehhh dun tell mi i have fallen 4 him????
NO WAY
i dun even noe hu is he
i nooe i dun go 4 look de
but i muz at least noe he gd a not
NS guy r all hongster
i mean mostly

i ask emm wad shld i do
haiya
if marriage rom nd pay money de meh
den muz have wedding dinner
all muz have bao yu n shark fin
emma say give fake
LOLS
wedding dinner gt sth eat can le
Y nd all those stuff
den i jk wif emma
drink onli orange juice or coke
no red wine...
if Eddie gt go
i dun wan broke cuz he keep drink red wine
LOLS
i go slp first ba ... nite


=)

8:34 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

my blog is 4 mi to vent my anger
or share my happiness n sorrow

i feel confuse now
veri confuse

i use to have those tot of getting married earlier
but now
i nv tot of that
now
miracle happen
i was given a second chance
but marriage is the onli choice

i wonder
hey guy do u accept ur gf having some1 kid tht is not urs
i dun tink so
i moving my life on
struggling all alone
it my choice
Yvonne wake up

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....
i wan to go die le la
ok if i tell ppl
i m getting married
hu will support
ehh i tell u they sure LOLS
marriage is not a small matter lei
is a lifetime stuff
i dun even noe him well
neither from the top
or to the toes

I KNOW NOTHING!!!!!

i have my reason
now i have my second chance
should i go 4 it
mayb i m tinking too much

if he can pass my dad that stage den good lo
den i can consider lor
i gt NO COMMENT NOW..

hmm wad kind of bf i lookin 4
actually treat mi gd can le
*bang my head on the wall*
i say tis 4 yrs

AAAAaaaaaaaaaaagggggggggggggggggggggggHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i going ki siao


oh yahhh i nv post abt todae stuff
mummi wan mi to go get someting
* i wun say is wan *
OMG she touch like feeling the pork gd a not

hmmm den go have lunch
i was like nb the fish n chip look like hashbrown sia !!!!!
OMG
time to go home le yahhhhhhh =)










































walk home happily
ahahahaha hmmm
rest
ohh yahh i 4 get to say
mi n him* sms ...
*i wun say hu is that guy...
bleahs ><*
i dun tink we realli pei or i just tinking to much huh???!!!
nvm hey joann online sio!!!!
she say coming to my hse wif youlin
yahhh finally gt ppl come visit mi
LOLS i sound like i from the zoo
LOLs i told her i gt sth serious to tell her
LOLS secret...
ehh i tell u i haven even say anything
she goes like this

YOU ARE GETTING MARRIED????

i was like huh ???
how u noe wat i wann say sia
cool hor???
hmmm she ask mi alot alot of que
i realli dunno how to ans lehh
tat is the worst

is he asking 4 sth in return
hmmm i dunno
i scared lehh
NB i gt cheated so many time liao

ehh nvm she coming to find mi
hmmm sorri nv ans
i dunno wad to say
i feel pai seh

ehhh i gt do sth
ltr den i blog =)


ok i m back
hmmm joann & youlin came
play monopoly
den chinese chess
NB i lost to a MIC*
grrrrrrrrrrr
nvm i eng chess sure win de
LOL

hmmm going to b 10 soon
hmm they going off
den guess wad my mum say

sry we order pizza
will u mind wait a while
LOLS
haha damn funny

den we eating pizza
they so pai seh la
hmmm still gt tian ping
so good sia

LOLs
den they realli gtg
haha
nite

5:59 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

i feel my blog is meaningless to mi
count down now ...
to end of april....
hais
my friend start to leave mi dae by dae
sad sad sad
hmmm they nv call mi to ask m i ok...
mayb they tink
"aiya yvonne wun die so fASt de la"
hu noe rite????
hais
i at home stay ay hm bored to death

carry a no weight stuff but ma fan stuff ard
hais so tired
i start to feel lazy n weak
onli straw berry yogurt cheer mi up

hmmm have u ever wonder wat going to happen next???
yah i m wonder...
april , may , june

june is MY birthdae
n i wun b in exist world
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
sometime feel sad
hais

july , aug
5 aug
my deep deep fear
hope miracle will happen
if i have the second chance

ytd
i went to work as those game station
cb gt 1 auntie so damn fcuking cb
mostly singaporean R LIKE THAT ...
i feel so shame la

but i dun care
all other stall ppl give her lan jiao face
haha onli mi

but it ok
i noe how to handle tis kind of ppl
no nd b angry...

Purple font is mi red is that aunt


wahhh halow auntie... so many present
no la from different store de
ooo aunt wan play ah? going no present
nvm

i take the ball slowly to her
waste her time
den gt a girl shift e balloon behind hoping she miss
haha but gt mi ma
dun worri

nah aunt dun worri 3 ball for u
y i keep miss de
aiyo auntie u nd rest * actually i kick the balloon to make her miss*
eh ur ball not sticky
auntie i GIVE u CHOOSE lorhh..
okok wahh y keep miss

i go pick the ball den gt a girl say careful
cb auntie say tis

aiya not pain de.
auntie u stand their i throw u la.

haha she keep miss ...
auntie no present le la
last de
nvm i try

HUAT AHH!!!


nb last one she take den she going liao
den she faster pack

ehh dun look at mi ps lei
auntie u gt 3 big bag whr will ps
i look like kalang gu ni
ehh auntie u look like lei
auntie dun come back le ltr a lot ppl look more ps
okok

den they all LAUGH THEIR ASS OUT!!!!
hmmm last word 4 the auntie

AUNTIE BYE BYE !!!!!!

lols
stop le la
i tired to comment
my mum hear keep lols too

oh yah mi quarrel wif some one
i noe i m tis kINd of state
but i dun nd ppl to PITY MI
OR FEEL SORRI 4 MI
I RATHER B LONELY OR ALONE
DEN PPL SO NICE TO MI M CUZ MISTAKEN

FUCK IT OFF....

N BETTER DEN LET MI NOE HU IIS THE ASSHOLE
HU DO ALL THOSE STUFF ABT MY MEI...
I WILL NV LET YOU HAVE A GOOD LIFE TO MOVE ON

DUN B A COWARD TO DO ALL TIS STUFF
N DUN EVEN DARE TO CONFRONT PPL
BO LAN JIAO ACT CB NIA

1:13 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

...................................My dearest dad...............................................................................





i move so hard
todae is my first time i broke into tears
crying my heart out...
i feel so heartbroken
heart pain
wif out any one noe
mostly my parents
y cant they b more understanding huh????

i realli feel sad
wad i wan i cant get
i have to give away ting tht is mine
i already sad abt this
all i wan is my parent to support mi

THAT ALL
SO DAMN SIMPLE
ISNT IT
SO EASY TING WHY THEY CANT DO IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DO U TINK THEY GIVING MI A SECOND CHANCE TO TURN A NEW PERSON
YVONNE U R SO NAIVE
U R SO STUPID

I M THE MOST STUPIDEST GAL IN TIS WORLD
DADDY IF U C TIS POST
I WAN TO TELL U TIS
U HURT MI SO MUCH...
U R THE FIRST PERSON TO STAB MI ON THE HEART
I REALLI DUNNO WAD TO DO
U MAKE MY LIFE GONE
MY HEART N BRAIN DEAD
U WILL NV C THE CHEERFUL GAL
THE HAPPI GO LUCKY GAL ANYMORE

U BREAK HER HEART
SHE WILL NV FEEL HAPPI ANYMORE

THE GAL WHO FULL OF FEARS
FULL OF HURT
BUT ALWAYS PUT ON HER CHEERFUL SMILE
DUN WAN PPL TO FEEL SAD OR PITY HER
THT HER GOAL IS TO LIVE ON LIFE CHEERFULLY

IS STAB BY U
INTO HER HEART
WHO TINK NO ONE IS MORE BEST THAN HER DADDY
WHO LOVE HER DADDY SO MUCH
U CRASH HER HEART


i m speechless
totally
all i can do now is cry
i cant stop
it just flow
&
flow

non stop
i dunno how is going to stop
but i lost everyting
i lose

u win





thx chris
console mi
but rite now
i feel my life is meaningless
i noe u r just a 18 yr old boi
but u have tried
thank you

9:24 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

wahhh lan ...
so damn dae nv blog ...
wad m i going to go...

nb i saw the coffiin i oso scared sia...
ohh yahh dun tink too much
grrrr....
let talk serious stuff
* nb keep typo *

so like wad i saw
i will keep it
till the end
it my flesh & my everyting ...
so i guess i shldnt give up ma~
i noe everone is damn FCUKING worry 4 mi

miss call & sms from all my friends
hmmm i m ok la
LOLs
in ONE piece!!!
mayb 2...
tAT day when out wif emma in the morning
she gt a quarrel wif her bf
i bo wei gong
i dun wish to care more
cuz i dun wan to let ppl tink i 2 head snake...
OF CUZ I M NOT....



Snowden Yeo ...
stupid emma say CARTOON
i rather gt cartoon look rather den his dad..
LOLs.. wahh gt emma tis friend veri jia lat
i will get my kid to stay away from her...
she wonder how shld the kid address her
Emma jie jie lorh... den emma aunt???!!
haha funny lehhh...

going career fair wif joann & youlin b4 8 march
LOLs
they gt problem wif da du po ( big tummy )
lols
wahh so many damn kids!!!!
will mine end up as cute as them????
huh LOLs
hmmm i dun wan to feel sad abt it la
but i feel happi...
LOLS
going to watch movie
HOT SUMMER!!!
so damn touch LOLs
have i ever tot gt getting married ???
nah
not in my mind
NO!!!!~!~!
i now care abt him... * him not my bf horhhhh*
he is my everytiing
i hope i can b thr 4 him
not leaving him
but i nw confuse

i tml going counseling
haisss
nth can change my dad mind
rite
miracle do happen
but i trust fate more den everyting
hu care abt wat ppl tink of mi

hui mei ??? henry??? those cb auntie?????
penny???? Jun wei they all????

I DUN CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it my life wat...
hais
u noe wad i tinking now???
my birthdae....
will they rmb wat i have done 4 them on their bd????
can they rmb mine???
hmmm let mi c wad i wish
he grow up to b handsome boi LOLS
rite????

Y,F,H,C,H,E,E,E,A
and many more...
will they rmb my bd ???
my 18 bd was so sad
i wish they were their 4 mi
but i was all alone...
but wasnt jun wei
i guess my 18 birthdae i will realli be alone liao
n jasmine 4 the cake
zul & esther 4 the wishes
Joann too...

best present i ever had is the chip & dale puzzle
even we r not talking now
but tht the best present i ever had
thx you

n tis person....
he wast thr 4 mi but he talk to mi
console mi
but we now not friends

now so excited abt my bd !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1:55 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

i m to lazy to blog ...
but blog make mi feel billion better..
say out how i feeling
no one care cuz it my blog ma
n no one will bother wat i going to say

stupid YVONNE
stop recall abt the past
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

but seriously
2 yrs ago
i make my decision to leave him...
den i shldnt turn back
but i keep blaming myself
i shldnt have leave him when he nd mi
i was wrong
tot leaving him will make him do better in his studies
but i was totally wrong
he became worst
my life everydae wif out him
i feel so damn hurt
but i didnt wat to rank up
i alway rank up my sweet memories wif him
my froiend will feel irritated ...
but i cant help it...
i love him too much...
i suddenly rmb he have a facebook
so i when to take a look
c him so happi wif his gf
i shld feel glad...
if it was mi
the gal in the pic shld b mi...
hais yvonne wake up le
i counting each dae
how many day wif out u

MY life still have to move on
everlast...

loves ur 5 ex gf in 2006


Finally,
i tot i found some one hu i truly love
hu tell mi how much he love mi
i noe my days is getting lesser each dae
can even c coffin nearer to mi
dunno when will b bury...
haven been in a r/s since nov 09
i mean that fcuker dun count
my last true love was 2006 ago
i cant feel secure
he was the one that care to text mi
he is the one hu console mi
he was the one hu turn up when i nd him
he was to one
but i took no notice on him
cuz he hurt mi once...
i tell myself
i will NEVER trust him again...
the memories he give mi in the past hurt mi like i just a doll
i the stupid gal in the past,
alway tink tat giving wat the guy wan
can make him happi n love mi
i willingly to do it
i was wrong..

i nv 4get
he dun have enough money to do tatoo behind his back
i noe he wan it badly
but i was broke
i lied to my parent that i need the money 4 n lvl exam
& they give mi
i noe he was happi cuz he gt money 4 his tatoo
but not asking whr i get the money

i nv tot of asking him to return mi the money
but i wan him noe i done so much 4 him
does he feel it????
my dad hit mi so badly
n i cried
but when he ask mi whr m i..
ask mi meet him
i nv say no
even i m sad

i stay at his hse late
go home gt beaten too
but does he noe ???
wad i have done???
the tears i had shed 4 him...

but now he hurt mi again
4 the reason he have to take back his word
wad i can do ???
cry lo...
i have been crying everydae..

my friend ask y i dun tell him wad i have done 4 him
i dun have too , is 4 him to c it for himself


but now
i looking 4ward on monday
hope i can live on...

To my ex

12:47 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi

i haven been blogging 4 damn damn long
CB
i realli dunno how to face my life now
sick n tired
no one will understand how the fcuk i feel
omg i feel sick & sad everyday
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...............


Family

kid...
when u have problem ... ur friend r NOT THE ONE TAT HELP U ...
they cant do ath
BUT UR PARENT IS DIFFERENT ....!!!!!
i wish is not too late 4 mi to turn my way n b a gd gal
i noe they love mi too much
but they dunno how to express their love to mi

Friends

lot of ppl to thx them
i noe they didt help mi much
but they r the one that make mi smile ...

Joann
thx u
if wast u ...
i guess mi n my family wun b a happi ending too...
hmmm u not my guan ying ma
but a close da jie jie ..
thank you

fei yan , cai xia , hui ying
you lin, huang peng
thx u 4 making mi feel warmth in it
i nv tot my life gonna move great
but cuz of u
i can b able to c rainbow aft a huge thunder storm...
LOve u guy LOt

emma too... 4 pei mi all those day....
& my mei
we use to b enemies
lols
now different.....

ohh yahh
ming hong
dun u tink u can get away
i wun let u go off so easy
u will b curse 4 ever .
rmb that

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