i m to lazy to blog ...
but blog make mi feel billion better..
say out how i feeling
no one care cuz it my blog ma
n no one will bother wat i going to say
stupid YVONNE
stop recall abt the past
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
but seriously
2 yrs ago
i make my decision to leave him...
den i shldnt turn back
but i keep blaming myself
i shldnt have leave him when he nd mi
i was wrong
tot leaving him will make him do better in his studies
but i was totally wrong
he became worst
my life everydae wif out him
i feel so damn hurt
but i didnt wat to rank up
i alway rank up my sweet memories wif him
my froiend will feel irritated ...
but i cant help it...
i love him too much...
i suddenly rmb he have a facebook
so i when to take a look
c him so happi wif his gf
i shld feel glad...
if it was mi
the gal in the pic shld b mi...
hais yvonne wake up le
i counting each dae
how many day wif out u
MY life still have to move on
everlast...
loves ur 5 ex gf in 2006
Finally,
i tot i found some one hu i truly love
hu tell mi how much he love mi
i noe my days is getting lesser each dae
can even c coffin nearer to mi
dunno when will b bury...
haven been in a r/s since nov 09
i mean that fcuker dun count
my last true love was 2006 ago
i cant feel secure
he was the one that care to text mi
he is the one hu console mi
he was the one hu turn up when i nd him
he was to one
but i took no notice on him
cuz he hurt mi once...
i tell myself
i will NEVER trust him again...
the memories he give mi in the past hurt mi like i just a doll
i the stupid gal in the past,
alway tink tat giving wat the guy wan
can make him happi n love mi
i willingly to do it
i was wrong..
i nv 4get
he dun have enough money to do tatoo behind his back
i noe he wan it badly
but i was broke
i lied to my parent that i need the money 4 n lvl exam
& they give mi
i noe he was happi cuz he gt money 4 his tatoo
but not asking whr i get the money
i nv tot of asking him to return mi the money
but i wan him noe i done so much 4 him
does he feel it????
my dad hit mi so badly
n i cried
but when he ask mi whr m i..
ask mi meet him
i nv say no
even i m sad
i stay at his hse late
go home gt beaten too
but does he noe ???
wad i have done???
the tears i had shed 4 him...
but now he hurt mi again
4 the reason he have to take back his word
wad i can do ???
cry lo...
i have been crying everydae..
my friend ask y i dun tell him wad i have done 4 him
i dun have too , is 4 him to c it for himself
but now
i looking 4ward on monday
hope i can live on...
To my ex
12:47 PM sprinklinq love Murasaki*hoshi